When you can't seem to find the time, and that's okay.
Ever since our return to the states, I feel like I'm running backward on a treadmill in the heaviest Doc Martins...with gum on the bottom...and...uh...a knife in my leg.
Okay. That may be hyperbole, but seriously.
I am not complaining. It's been so amazing to come back to reality and be able to go through this craziness together (with Steve), but we have been greeted with a bunch of daunting "figure this out" challenges. I don't know if I'd have it any other way. I mean. Sure. It'd be super nice to coast for a bit, have enough money for our wedding, not be getting screwed by our wedding venue (no longer), have experienced better relationships with past friends...but because of all of this, our relationship and our lives individually has been able to blossom AND be refined in the process.
It's so funny. During our month in Croatia, I was SO pumped to get home and just dominate all my 284756 ideas and bring them to fruition. I was ready to make every craft I have saved in my "To Do". I was prepared to be the BEST friend my friend's have ever experienced. I was ready to blog like, every day...every hour! And then life happened, as it always does. And I love it.
Maybe this is a continuation of my past year of humbling and realistic self appreciation.
Yes. Definitely is that.
I can't do it all, and honestly, I can't even do 60% of it. But I can do the best with what I have.
I haven't been able to even streamline my thoughts enough to post, but I don't know if I'm going to apologize for it, rather...I'm going to thank you for your support of what I do, when I happen to do it. So, THANK YOU!
In saying all of that, we have launched our new project and I am so thrilled to share ONE of the things that have been taking my focus and time...and rightfully so. I hope you all enjoy!